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Rocks and Sand
75 notesA philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items in front of him. When class began, wordlessly he picked up a large empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, rocks about 2” in diameter.
He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the rocks.He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
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Drafted thoughts.
I will never forget you. You’re one of the most influential person I’ve met. I’m thankful. But Im unkind. Especially for all the things I’ve done to you until the end. In the beginning I loved you. My mind left no space for other things. You became the thoughts and visions that filled my heart but, I was a coward to believe in us. I’m still a coward to this day.
I deserve what karma has in store for me. But you didn’t deserve the pain and heartache I put you through. I know I lead you on but you did to me too. I couldn’t tell what was true anymore. Sometimes I wish you told me but other times I remember why you didn’t.
When we were together I was bothered by the distance and I couldn’t communicate with you properly. I gave up early but something’s about you started to change once we were together. You weren’t the person I fell in love with. You tried too much.
I deeply apologize if I did you wrong. Not a day passes by where I don’t regret not telling you; about her, forgetting what I’ve heard that day in the car, looking past the past. I regret not expressing to you how much I truly love you. I may love more people from now on but there is always something about the special ones, the “first’s”.
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At the end of the day, I make sure I’m ending it right. Revisiting my actions and thinking of new ways I can adjust for positivity. Another goal accomplished today, booking that G test I’ve been wanting to for too long.
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